Tuesday, October 12, 2004

Gilmore Girls

So, I was gonna go out for lunch until I found new stock of instant noodles at home (Seafood and XO sauce. Can you blame me?) I was watching Dr Phil while I was eating it, and thought I'll channel surf a little until I finish my lunch. Then there it was, on TV2: Gilmore Girls. The older stuff that I missed. It was the episode when Dean broke up with Rory the first time.

It's almost bitter sweet, remembering the first heartbreak. Sometimes I still wonder how he's doing now. Although some may argue that it's just to get back at him (well, maybe it's partly that), I sometimes wonder whether he's doing fine. I still see him around the labs sometimes. Just a shadow that dodges my line of vision. Doubt he'd like to catch up anyway.

Am I still mad at him? I really don't know. I know I was crying for a LONG time, but it's been so long ago though that it just doesn't really matter anymore. (Besides I'm insanely happy right now.) Sometimes I wonder if we could still be good friends should nothing happened. Then again, should that never happened I probably won't even know Pete. Life's funny like that isn't it? So there you go.

Anyway, away from the memory lane, this week is going to be a productive week. Mark my words. Supervisor wants me to do a short informal presentation to him about my progress so far and explain what where I'm up to so far. At least I have something to work towards to.

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